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A Distorted Nihilistic Reality

by Santito Part II

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Longing for a purpose Enduring years of suffering I can't take anymore 2x(I've lost all hope) Why did this happen to me? Everything was in vain I lived for nothing And now I die for nothing Now I realize the meaninglessness of life
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Fuck you all I see right through you Your fucking facade Just smile and lie to me Say that you care Say that you'll be my friend But I know you're fake I know you lie Because you're normal You lived a happy life Free from pain and suffering Why would you help someone like me? What good will it do you? Fucking selfish animals Fuck you all Fuck you I see them all With their friends and families Lovers holding hands Enjoying the time they have on this earth Without a single care in the world They know not misery They've never known depression What it feels like to be alone I see them all Blind sheep following a fantasy Their lives are but a dream From which they shall never awake
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Failure 10:51
I was never able to live I could never be happy I can't even do the things I love There's never any time Because my time is always taken away from me The years I've spent on this earth This life that I've lived I was never allowed to enjoy it All the ideas All the plans for the future I was so smart And yet I ended up here I wanted to be something I wanted to do something with my life But I can't even get out of here I'm stuck in this place Everyone else has a life Everyone I knew moved on And I'm left behind Struggling and not able to change my situation I've always been held back I could've had a happy life With friends and someone to love But they all forgot me Like I was nothing Nothing Nothing but a failure
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Torture Everyday Torture Everyday They won't leave me alone They won't stop hurting me I don't know why they hurt me Everyday
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There's no meaning to this This life of sorrow and disappointment Failure is all I know Because no matter how hard I try I can't change my situation There's no way out All my efforts All of the work I do everyday Is gone to waste It was never enough I was never enough and never will be The sadness I feel in this solitude Is unescapable I live in this never ending cycle This endless struggle that drains my life away All of my peace, all of my joy Sucked right out of me Why do I still give? Why do I still try? If I get nothing out of it If I don't even feel alive What's the point of living?

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released May 6, 2022

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